One of the happiest moments of my life was when my heart burst open with joy from the feeling that “I matter.” There was a brilliant light radiating from the deep internal experience that “I matter” for no reason, just for existing as me. It wasn’t based on getting validation from anything or anyone or doing or proving anything. It was an emotional experience of joy and celebration in just being, with all that exists celebrating too.
Mattering is innate, rather than something we get from our situation or circumstances. Imagine being looked at with such complete adoration, approval, appreciation, and acceptance that there’s no self-doubt. Imagine feeling cherished with full permission to feel every feeling and to be your most natural self. Imagine connecting with the pulsation of creation and life itself as it courses within you ecstatically. What do you feel? Can you receive that?
This inner fullness and aliveness allow us to respond to situations rather than trying to get our value from outer circumstances. When we want others to prove to us that they love us and that we matter, we wallow in a bottomless pit of demand that never gets filled.
It might seem counter-intuitive to focus more deeply inside to allow for more magical creation externally. Yet, as we connect with our own mattering as a beautiful internal experience, the energy of mattering brings our heart’s desires into matter, or form. In this flow, life is not happening to us, but rather for us. Our inner mattering flows into form and becomes matter, far beyond our imagination, desires, and expectations. In this way, life is not something we do, but something we receive.
In this workshop we will:
• identify where we deny that we matter
• find ways we try to earn or prove that we matter
• experience the innate light of mattering
• discover how our inner light flows into form, creating life for us
The workshop lasts 90 minutes.
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